July 3, 2011
this-is-fucking-sparta:

thats-my-shtick:

hellolittlegirl-:

inspectordom:

rolypolycastiel:

florida-with-balls:

bloodwillhaveblood:

bonesnap:

tomblr2:

How fucked up are you?

Buddy. I live in a huge house with primates and geese and dogs and a fat man. I save a baby Gorilla and then he grows up and hurts me then he goes to a beautiful enclosure with other Gorillas. I am satisfied :D
Donnie Darko. FRANK. Samantha. Weird shit. Cool bruh

Can I pretend this says ‘movie or tv show’ because I would be living in Collinwood. Otherwise, I would be living in Chameleon Country with no water and a bar full of animals. 

SUCKER PUNCH.
AWWWWHHH YEEAAAH BOI.

Oliver & Company
I can live with this

Just Friends.. ahahaha BASICALLY

Zombieland….. :/

Ferris Bueller’s day off. I auto-win. 

Just had to say, to the person who said
“
SUCKER PUNCH.
AWWWWHHH YEEAAAH BOI.
“
So you like having your mother die your sister shot, being put in a mental institution and raped to the point of having to imagine working in a brothel and dancing your troubles away?
And, One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest, life sucks…

this-is-fucking-sparta:

thats-my-shtick:

hellolittlegirl-:

inspectordom:

rolypolycastiel:

florida-with-balls:

bloodwillhaveblood:

bonesnap:

tomblr2:

How fucked up are you?

Buddy. I live in a huge house with primates and geese and dogs and a fat man. I save a baby Gorilla and then he grows up and hurts me then he goes to a beautiful enclosure with other Gorillas. I am satisfied :D

Donnie Darko. FRANK. Samantha. Weird shit. Cool bruh

Can I pretend this says ‘movie or tv show’ because I would be living in Collinwood. Otherwise, I would be living in Chameleon Country with no water and a bar full of animals. 

SUCKER PUNCH.

AWWWWHHH YEEAAAH BOI.

Oliver & Company

I can live with this

Just Friends.. ahahaha BASICALLY

Zombieland….. :/

Ferris Bueller’s day off. 

I auto-win. 

Just had to say, to the person who said

SUCKER PUNCH.

AWWWWHHH YEEAAAH BOI.

So you like having your mother die your sister shot, being put in a mental institution and raped to the point of having to imagine working in a brothel and dancing your troubles away?

And, One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest, life sucks…

(via this-is-ancient-land)

June 6, 2011
More Wonderment

I’ve always wante- No, not wanted… even dreamed is a terrible word for my thoughts on this matter. I’ve desired isn’t even close either…

I’ve always foretold the day that I surpass the idea of God, in the eyes of all beings of some universe. Of course, I always muse that it will be our universe, the one we believe we inhabit as I type these words upon the screen. My friends and I joke that though I claim to be God, God still doesn’t exist; my musings still hold true.

To become the God of this universe, I’d have to surpass the laws which allow me to live here. Laws set by the universe upon creation, which bind it to itself. To become meta-existent, is to cease to exist. I would call this death… To be this God is to fall into non-existence, to cease to matter in the equation of which I want to govern.

However now I am rambling.

To become what one calls “God”, one must create a world to call their own. This God may share this world with beings of his own creation, or with others like him, but it is certain that this God must populate this universe with more than just mere existence. But again, I am rambling; I do not wish to be God… I wish to surpass God.

So what does it mean to go behind creation, to go beyond being without existence?
Creating a world within this one, only makes you like God, barely even the same as God himself in this instance; only a world based within his. But to truly surpass God… one must create… a creator.

Make. God.

It has been done many times before, and still happens as days go by. In retrospect, to create God, and thus have been created by a God, I will have proven my own existence futile; but what is the point of futility if not to be a goal for the weak to surpass?

So… to create the creator - where shall I begin?

June 2, 2011
It is time

My arms are stretched out before me, fingers reaching towards the green/blue marble in the distance and met with equal effort by the black tie floating out before my. My fingernails turn purple and the colour runs from my hands as the fresh paint on a canvas in the rain, all of this happens before me in a slo-motion that I thought improper of the situation known as death.

My mind ceases to wander as one might expect, focusing on no more than my final thoughts in this case known as a body, dreaming unwillingly

I look down upon the Earth, as life escapes me. The coldness of nothing embraces me. Oh the world and its woes beneath me… they seem so petty upon this pedestal.

(So this thing was just hanging out in my Drafts… might as well post it. Don’t remember what story this was from, but I like the way it sounded.) 

April 3, 2011
A Lack of Motivation…

a lack of inspiration…
and a sudden desperation for a certain someone…

February 22, 2011
Long time no see tumblr

So, in the last couple of weeks ive beecoke lazy, so much that the quality of the work and ideas ive produced is rediculously low. Suffice it to say im disappointed in me.

To make amends to myself, i need to start producing thoughts more regularly, become more motivated, and remember why im here in uat. Remember the failure that humanity is, remember that it can change… remember, that i am its catalyst.

December 20, 2010
Another A Life Plan

Why do these things come up while I’m unable to move more than 1 foot at a time. Freakin’ airplanes.

_____________________________

Alife 1 design

Concept – using basic rules, the program will seek to create a more efficient copy.

What consists of a being?

Each entity will consist of a collection of chemicals labeled: w a s d

Each letter must be paired with another. Only specific combination create an active chromosome, such combination are as follows:

                W – S  A – D
                                and the reverse.

Certain combination will result in a negative value; such are the reverse of those that create a positive value.

When combination come in orders that are undesirable, said combination will result in a null value. Such combination are as follows:

                W – S  A – D
                          S – W  D – A

Reverse combination nullify if directly associated with one another, however if two negative combination meet in this way, the number becomes positive.

                Multipliers – to be added later.

Rules of breeding

                When a ‘cell’ attempts to breed it must meet four qualifications: Health – Hunger – Level – Age – Gender
                Health- When a cell’s chromosome value is a negative value then it is considered unhealthy, and therefore is unable to breed.
                Hunger- if the hunger roll at the beginning of a turn is less than 30pts, said cell cannot breed.
                Age- if a cell is >= four turns old or <= 1, it cannot breed.
                Level- a cell must find a mate that is within 3 levels of itself.
                Gender- a cell must find a mate that is of the opposite gender.

Birth/Death

                Upon birth, an entity will have a 1/20 chance of sudden death, should this happen it will be removed from the listing and be considered dead. Should it succeed in living, the entity will be provided with a gender, 3/5 chance of being male.

                When a cell reaches the age of 5 turns, the cell will have a 4/5 chance of death at the end of each turn.

                If food count reaches 0% said entity will die.

A Turn in ALife

                A turn is as follows:

1.       Food usage

2.       Mating check/execution

3.       Birth

4.       Metabolism

5.       Death Check

6.       Score return

                Each turn a cell must check resources to receive food. Food resources return each turn to max value, 10 000. A cell holds a maximum of 150 points and will receive maximum points at the beginning of a turn. Cell take food based on level – highest level first. If there is no food when a cell attempts to feed itself, it receives no food.

                At the end of food checking (either all cells are fed or food reaches 0), each cell performs a mating check. All cells that meet the requirements above are placed in a mating list in order by level and separated by sex. Then each male is selected to attempt to find a female within 3 levels higher, or 5 levels lower than itself. If it fails to, it is skipped. If it succeeds, both the male and female reduce food levels by 29 pts, and roll a 2/3 chance for the female to be pregnant.

                If a female is pregnant, during the birthing phase the female will reduce its food level twice. The first time is by 10 pts. This creates the child’s genotype. The second is by another 5 pts. This is birth. After the first 10 points if the mother is still > 0 pts food, the child will be born, however after the second, the mother alone will die. A child is born with a total of 75 pts then added to the list.

                Each turn at the end of all actions, each cell spends 10 pts of metabolism.

                Any cells at 0pts must be removed from the list. Here the elderly cells roll their 4/5 death chance.

                At the end of each turn, the cells are printed in the window in this form:

                                Cell # - Age, Food, Level
                                Genotype.

The simulation ends when cell count reaches 0 or 70.

November 21, 2010
I hate

I hate it when nothing comes together the way you want it to.
When you plan out your day, and you know that plan will get all of your work done with time to spare.

Then, like a mythical creature, bad shit happens. It appears out of the blue, fucks up your day, then before anyone else notices darts out of sight and beyond proving…

God that feeling sucks.

But what’s amazing, is taking that, kicking it in the gut, and managing to do even 1/10 of what you had planned to do. I managed 2/5 today, which I am damn proud of.

Still hate C++, but whatever, I’ll just learn it over summer.

Attacking religious influences on government tomorrow.

~Good Luck!

November 19, 2010
Dev-In Basic

Combination of likes - Breeding of contraries.

In the idea of opposites abstract, allow replicating programs to decide likeness.
When running the final result of multivariable equations, if both come to the same conclusion, they combine functions to create a more specific program. Should the two be different, rather than combine: take the difference and create a thurd based on this separation.

The first [function] takes the best of two and makes a single better [operation]. The latter takes the worst and creates a new possibility.

This idea spawns from the thoughts of marriage, between beings of no physical mass, where matter holds no value.

If love [or compatibility] still exist to these beings, they would choose to combine into one [joining assets in the same way a human marriage works today], eventually creating a singularity. However if the final pair were to be incompatible, chaos would ensue, and life would never reach its completion in their species. Because of this opposites create more and diverse life.

From this chain of events, by the law of large numbers, eventually all forms will be compatible with one another. Once this happens we will have a single being, that is equal to the sum of its parts - literally.

This however is simply a model. An example of what life could be. The step after this is to create a meaningful set of variables that can actually decide survivability. This is followed by a hostile environment that supports the evolution of these variables, thus creating a changing life form. Lastly we give them an arbitrary goal, we give them life and connection to the world of the physical. At this point they will grow with society and some day should become - DEVeloping INtelligences.

November 19, 2010
Oh the Wonders of the Human Body

It never ceases to amaze me, the lack of thinking I begin to have after exploring human anatomy for even 20 minutes. The noises, the feelings, the repetitive thoughts like the motion of a child in its mother’s arms. All these things brought together in a single explosion of expressions, noises, and neural shocks. Gods be damned, that feeling - the only one to pull my mind off of its hamster wheel - it is so much a requirement of my existence.

One can never understand humanity without knowing every little bit of it. I have tried so much to learn the body and its reactions - thus far only the positive and the emotional responses - but none have been more rewarding than this.

For one feeling to block thought for days, is insanity. It is no wonder some people have the thoughts of a rock while others those of a galaxy. It makes me question the healthiness of it all. But no matter, it sets me at ease. I don’t stress so long as I don’t think.

Should this account of my thoughts cease for any amount of time, it is because I am at ease. This record is only here for me to relieve myself of the unused thinking that an idle body presents.

This is not the end of Jason Mathews, that I can assure you. He will forever be thinking and creating and destroying mankind - but only one word at a time, paragraphs simply seem like to much effort to me now.

But I’ve seen it.
Those first lines.
The cryptic encoding that will lead humankind into the light of evolution.
The mind behind Dev-in, those primitive, simple rules are here, on the back of a grocery receipt.
I wish I could have written them in a nicer location - if money would have allowed - but this will work for now.
It’s almost fitting, such quick notes on such a simple piece of paper.

However, in seeing these lines. In… KNOWING them.
This is a sign that the dreams will begin again.
It is time for Jason to begin his planning.
To write the events to come.

This is not Doomsday children.
No, in fact this is only the beginning.
This… is Eden’s day.

November 16, 2010
Just Got This Feeling

that someone I know started hating me quite recently… Don’t know who… Don’t know why. But it’s still a possibility.

Odd…

Maybe I shouldn’t drink so much coffee when I go to Database class.

I’m sure that’s the reason. XD