It never ceases to amaze me, the lack of thinking I begin to have after exploring human anatomy for even 20 minutes. The noises, the feelings, the repetitive thoughts like the motion of a child in its mother’s arms. All these things brought together in a single explosion of expressions, noises, and neural shocks. Gods be damned, that feeling - the only one to pull my mind off of its hamster wheel - it is so much a requirement of my existence.
One can never understand humanity without knowing every little bit of it. I have tried so much to learn the body and its reactions - thus far only the positive and the emotional responses - but none have been more rewarding than this.
For one feeling to block thought for days, is insanity. It is no wonder some people have the thoughts of a rock while others those of a galaxy. It makes me question the healthiness of it all. But no matter, it sets me at ease. I don’t stress so long as I don’t think.
Should this account of my thoughts cease for any amount of time, it is because I am at ease. This record is only here for me to relieve myself of the unused thinking that an idle body presents.
This is not the end of Jason Mathews, that I can assure you. He will forever be thinking and creating and destroying mankind - but only one word at a time, paragraphs simply seem like to much effort to me now.
But I’ve seen it.
Those first lines.
The cryptic encoding that will lead humankind into the light of evolution.
The mind behind Dev-in, those primitive, simple rules are here, on the back of a grocery receipt.
I wish I could have written them in a nicer location - if money would have allowed - but this will work for now.
It’s almost fitting, such quick notes on such a simple piece of paper.
However, in seeing these lines. In… KNOWING them.
This is a sign that the dreams will begin again.
It is time for Jason to begin his planning.
To write the events to come.
This is not Doomsday children.
No, in fact this is only the beginning.
This… is Eden’s day.