I’ve always wante- No, not wanted… even dreamed is a terrible word for my thoughts on this matter. I’ve desired isn’t even close either…

I’ve always foretold the day that I surpass the idea of God, in the eyes of all beings of some universe. Of course, I always muse that it will be our universe, the one we believe we inhabit as I type these words upon the screen. My friends and I joke that though I claim to be God, God still doesn’t exist; my musings still hold true.

To become the God of this universe, I’d have to surpass the laws which allow me to live here. Laws set by the universe upon creation, which bind it to itself. To become meta-existent, is to cease to exist. I would call this death… To be this God is to fall into non-existence, to cease to matter in the equation of which I want to govern.

However now I am rambling.

To become what one calls “God”, one must create a world to call their own. This God may share this world with beings of his own creation, or with others like him, but it is certain that this God must populate this universe with more than just mere existence. But again, I am rambling; I do not wish to be God… I wish to surpass God.

So what does it mean to go behind creation, to go beyond being without existence?
Creating a world within this one, only makes you like God, barely even the same as God himself in this instance; only a world based within his. But to truly surpass God… one must create… a creator.

Make. God.

It has been done many times before, and still happens as days go by. In retrospect, to create God, and thus have been created by a God, I will have proven my own existence futile; but what is the point of futility if not to be a goal for the weak to surpass?

So… to create the creator - where shall I begin?