have you ever had that feeling, the one where you are so excited for something to come, that you lose all use of rational thought? It begins with a bit of good news - someone or something tells you that something important to your life is on its way.Instantly your heart races, and your mind begins developing ideas of what it is that you want so badly. You imagine exactly what you think will happen, predict the way it will play out, and you even begin telling people about it and how great it is before it even happens.
But then… it simply doesn’t.
The excuses never matter, the reasons all the past. in seconds there is suddenly none of what you wanted standing right in front of you. Everything you had just dreamed of, bragged about, and got your hopes up for has gone… and most of the time its simply because: “Something came up.”
This happens on far too many occasions, as if fate is kicking you right in teh face as son as you get your braces taken off.
It’s a dream come true!
[Insert foot in mouth here]
Let’s face it, it’s a terribly true observation.
Good fortune never favors me. These events happen to me on a constant basis of almost everh time I get excited. Should I plan, the plans fall short. Should I try, I fail. Should I be given something amazing, it dims in a matter of minutes.
Life loves to make a mockery of my every happy thought.
Why life, why? Why is it that by my mental note of happiness, do you remove what is great from my place in the Fifth dimension? The only way anything goes right for me is if I plan to fail… if I expect the usually unexpected shortcomings… if I take excitement in only the moment and never in what is to come…
Cynical thinking is my vice. Cynical thinking is what makes my world turn. Remembering that the world doesn’t actually work in mysterious ways… makes me understand the mysteries of the world.
My understanding of the events around me have come to one conclusion. That the world is in my mind, and my mind only. Cynical behaviour - the behaviour I mimic so well - is the only kind that continues me on a path that I can enjoy. My thinking dictates my world. My calls dictate the actions of fate and time, and my thoughts cal out to the world and generate the fates to come all around me.
The butterfly effect says that your every reaction changes the world… for a universe of the mind, every action - rather than creating a reaction - simply causes the result of an action… your actions give you the reaction you would expect them to… not the reaction that they should actually pull.
By this logic, all men are Gods. All people control the lives of all the people within their reaches. Everything you do, everything you know, everything there is… is yours to command. As the only beings that realize what existing is, we are the beings that choose what existing IS.
